Someone shared this chart:

I dont think I could have said it better. Pictures are worth a thousand words right? This one was telling my story. Yes Ive gotten so much better than I used to be but life didn’t stop lifing. Fear dont stop chasing, bondage and soul ties catch us and sometimes we regress, and forget how far we have come.

I woke up yesterday and for the first time in months i was okay with being alone. I didnt have to reach for anyone or anything, i have everything i need right here, and right now. I aint always believed it, or embraced it, and definitely hadnt been lately. I had fell into the same trap of seeing someone else as so great that i forgot me, minimized and still have been hiding. I know damn well i been supposed to get up early in the morning and journal and share but ya girl been scared as shit to do it. Worried about how imma make those that hurt me feel, like for real stockholm ass thinking. They dont care if this is theraputic for me, its not the version of the truth they subscribe to and they may be embarassed at the truth. MAN FUQ THEM!!! I will not I shall not and CAN NOT keep hiding, its BLOCKING my healing. The longer I hide the more problems i create in my head. SO fuq it! I’m here in my Celie voice and they gone deal!

See yall tomorrow! Its Day 1!