I did something that could be considered wild, foolish, naive or maybe even goofy. It was because I wanted to.

I didn’t consult Spirit, didn’t call nobody, research nothing I just did it because I wanted instant gratification. Some may say when we become adults and grow older we should grow wiser and make well thought out and logical choices, weigh the risks vs the rewards per say.

All the time though?

If no hurt or harm can come to your loved ones or pocketbooks why not have life sprinkled with some “WOOOOOO!!!!!”’s? I like to let my hair down and flow. Be a creative. Dance. Ride rollercoasters. Get my beads on Bourbon St.

I want to be able to be responsibly irresponsible sometimes. Like have the babies set up and go out for a night and simply race the sun home with no agenda.

Most dieticians with talk about a cheat day, a day where you get to eat a foods that don’t align with your program or end goal. That cheat day makes the days that you do well so much more exciting. You get to reward yourself for upholding the regime you’ve set.

Well I’m gone start having cheat days on adulting regularly.

Give me one day dammit.

One day when I get to satisfy my appetites and not worry about the end goals. As long as me and mine are protected from any form of hurt or harm I’m just going with it. Being buttoned up all the time is like salads every single day. Don’t get me wrong I love a good salad but other stuff like wings and chocolate be calling me too.

I know if I eat that ENTIRE Symphony bar my stomach gone be off the chain and I’mma need and 35-45 mins before someone goes in there. I know if I eat chicken I feel like crap. I’m going to be heavy and tired all day. And I know that if I do go back to eating life i will feel awful forever.

Same with my adulting cheat days. I know if I over indulge in being so free spirited I may end up loosing some shit. I know people gone people and may get on my nerves especially without boundaries. I will always remember that it’s simply cheat day and I don’t have to allot it in my daily life.

Everyday all day I do what I have to do for everyone.

I can do what I want sometimes…..