These days people in their 30’s are having heart attacks and strokes I wonder why that is. I have a theory, it’s not popular, competition is stressing people out.

I’m people. I have the worst competition, I’m competing with myself. The old me. Her that would fall back into old habits. The girl who doesn’t always get it right nor believed in herself and now on the other side there is the business woman on her shit Raqi, not Rocki!, the one who is gathered and holds it down and the one ALWAYS confident.

The problem is I’m not always her! I have moments when I miss the mark and then I get overwhelmed with fear of failure, so in return I work my ass off and burn out. Yo, that shit isn’t sustainable at all! Why is it that I feel as if I have to wear myself thin to get ahead. I can be me authentically and have “off” moments and still move towards a win.

Life always reminds me that I don’t have to do too much, just being is enough. I’ve come to realize and appreciate that lately. So me, simply being doesn’t include posting everyday. Sometimes I work late and don’t get to it. Sometimes I sleep in and don’t have time. Sometimes what’s on my mind won’t edify so I won’t share.

With that being said my commitment to this blog changes. Im tired of feeling like a failure so I promise to post 3 times a week…..not on certain days…so SUBCRIBE!