Yesterday I got pissed and then I was reminded of who I am!

Let’s be clear it’s never been another person that made me great! It’s always been within me. Savannah Christina is one of my favorite artists and she recently released a new anthem that shares the title of this post. She seems to always put what I’m going through in a song that I can jam to.

She says:

I spent so many nights, sleeping on me. But I finally realized, I’m all that I need. I’m that Girl, been that chick, Never needed no one else, I been that bitch!

See if you follow her you’d know shawty be going through healing her heart too. She started breaking SoulTies, worked on SelfCare, from that place of self love got Selfish and then she was brought to a place of remembrance, she remembered herself. She remembered that before and after the heartbreak she had herself, and what a woman to have!

I got so pissed yesterday, like blew. But then I took a few phone calls after my petty moments. And I got checked, ya heard! I talked to my “Baby Momma” and told her about the problem and she got mad at me for being mad at him.

She said, do you realize who and what you have become in spite of everything you faced?

I had to think about it.

See before I got to the heartaches i was alright. I was gone always check a bag, and hold myself down. I’ve had my own place since 19, I worked two jobs my senior year, being independent ain’t new. Its this energy that is. See after the heartache I’ve redefined me, no longer do I need the validation of connection.

I never gave myself enough credit. I am that bitch. Three years ago I lived in my momma’s basement. I had nothing in my bank account. Credit shot. I didn’t have a car. I had not a pot to piss in nor a window to throw it out of. I was at my rock bottom. But i bounced back, really I came back even better than ever!

I took the time to do what Savannah Christina did. I broke the soulties, learned self care, became selfish and now I’m here! I bossed up, got promoted and ooze rich bitch energy! I fixed my credit. I’m a not homeless, I OWN my dwelling and I’m blessed enough to provide another person with a home as a landlady. I drive a paid for Caddy. And i have everything I’ve ever wanted, and I’ve acquired it on my own.

Once I stopped looking for someone to define my greatness I found it. I was able to step into my Queen nature by realizing it wasn’t the force of others that propelled me forward it was from within, it was ME all along. No matter what people attempted to take from me they never took me!

I love my vibe.

Bad Bitch Energy!